Transition

Patut memang patut
mahu dah ada rasa
tersentuh, terketuk, terkuis
nak cuba, nak mula
tapi bila?
berani ke?
tak boleh tarik balik
hingus dah tak ada
kedut dah menggila
tak sedar lagi ke bila!

Tergamam! Perit!
Kenapa cari?
Bodoh!
Sakit?
Dah tahu!
Sendiri mahu!
Sendiri cari!
Padan la muka!

Quotes

Get used to a rough life as luxury does not last forever
- Umad ibn Al-Khattab

There are two who fail in life; those who are not efficient and those who do only the asked
- Lukman Al-Hakim

Terguris, tertoreh
menusuk dalam-dalam..
Luka berdarah
bernanah..
Pedih, perit, sakit
tangis
banjir sekawah
Ya, tidak
mahu, tak hendak
Cuba lagi!
Paksaan?
Mungkin juga
Tekanan?
Pasti!

Meaningless

What is night without a moon?
What is sky without clouds?
What is earth without trees?
What is sea without fishes?
What is life without a heart?
What is me without you?

Do shredded heart always feel this torn?
Where's the happiness that has been sworn?

Can someone wake me from this nightmare?
Life is NOT SUPPOSE TO BE this UNFAIR!!

One Wish

Have you ever wished upon the stars
for the skies to be brighter than they are?
Have you ever called to the fluffy clouds
to shove away from staying in crowd?
Have you ever babbled towards the moon
not to be here yet too soon?

Have you ever whisper to all the birds flying high above
and utter to the strangled roots deep below the earth
For the wind to move smoother
and the ground to be greener?

Have you ever prayed really hard, really, really hard,
with your eyes closely shut
and your tears slowly slide,
For one wish..
Just one wish..
to be at sight?
to be heard..
to be abide?

Somewhere There

I believe i could be there
might not be easy at first glare
but i do believe i could be there

i believe i could be there, somewhere,
where my tears are all dried up
where my thoughts are all cleared up
i believe i could be there
where my soul is reborn
and my heart is less torn

I believe i could be there
Where I could stop searching
Where I could stop dreaming
and stop hoping

I believe i could be there
Eternally there
No more believing, but already there
I believe someday, I will be there
Somewhere there

Hold On To Your Thoughts

Hold on to your thoughts,
Im not there yet,
hold on to your thoughts,
I might not have it yet

Dont let it loose,
I might be there,
just right where you are,
but not quite yet

Hold on to your thoughts,
Im trying to be there,
am reaching to it,
am climbing every steps it takes,

Hold on to your thoughts
and dont let it loose,
I could swing by,
but i dont think that's what you want,
and not what i fancy too

Hold on to your thoughts
and dont let it loose,
You and I,
We both will be there,
I know that!
and you should too!

Rasa & Jiwa

Menggunung, membuak,
Bergelora, bergenang,
Merah padam,
Hitam legam,
Kelabu asap,
Terkumat-kamit, terketar-ketar,
Terduduk, tersungkur,
REBAH

Sakit la!!
tanak sakit!
Tapi tetap sakit!
Kenapa sakit lagi?

You have to start somewhere, someday and somehow

so here I am, taking the baby steps
to start jotting down all the craps
Somehow forgotten how it feels like
crossing fingers it'll be hype!

~tisha